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Feb 2

I haven’t wrote on my tumblr in so long. But i feel like this is my only way to vent out to someone or something, because I have noone else to go to. 

Just yesterday, i feel like my whole world came crashing down. The one person that I didn’t want to walk away from me, actually walked out of my life. But i’ve come to realize that its for the better of our relationship. We need to find our selves, and be happy on our own, before we can be happy together. Although he did make me literally the happiest person on earth, i also didn’t realize how much I was hurting him inside. He kept everything bottled up, and i was so stupid to not realize what was going on. I am such a selfish person. I never thought about how you felt, and was so oblivious of what was actually going on. Like what the actual fuck, why am i so dumb? I just let the one person who made me the happiest slip out of my hands. When it comes down to it all, this is all my fault. I don’t know what the future holds, but i really hope that if we ever get back together, that everything will be better. That everything will be healed, and all the poison would have died out. So we can start our relationship out fresh again. I look at this in two ways, either we will get back together and be happy, or it will all back fire and go completely wrong. Its a 50/50 chance. And i’m willing to take it… argh i’m just so hopeless…. why am i doing this to myself?

I’m sorry if you just wasted 2 min of your day reading this… its dumb i get it. I just needed someone to listen, or someone to vent to…  

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loveamander:

😱💜💙💕

loveamander:

😱💜💙💕

discovers:

<3

discovers:

<3

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phokingrice:

&lt;3

phokingrice:

<3

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Am I the only one?

That feels so much pressure from my parents?! I clean the house, literally cook dinner every night, and still get yelled at and feeling guilty after being at school all day til 8;00pm, because I didn’t cook or I didn’t wash dishes … My dad gets sooo mad at me, and skulls me everytime I don’t cook something. Since he is at work all day and doesn’t have the energy to cook dinner for us. Like I’m a 18 year old girl, still in high school … Why am I being the mother in this house… Like I seriously have that pressure on me … To do EVERYTHING that a moms suppose to do cuz, my moms always working. I look around at girls my age or family members, that are girls … And they don’t get this pressure they aren’t forced to cook everyday, and go grocery shopping for the house … Like Wut 😒

  • In class: I actually get this
  • Homework: What the fuck
  • Quiz: What the fuck
  • Test: What the fuck
ramen-noodlesandtea:

mad—man—with—a—box:

samasaurous-rex:

awktapuss:

purifyed:

I HAVE WAITED MY ENTIRE LIFE FOR THIS GIF

think of the amount of people who have reblogged this thinking its just an island, oh my

Whoever thinks it’s just an island can go fall off a car. I mean, seriously! Where have you been, under a rock?

Yep

ramen-noodlesandtea:

mad—man—with—a—box:

samasaurous-rex:

awktapuss:

purifyed:

I HAVE WAITED MY ENTIRE LIFE FOR THIS GIF

think of the amount of people who have reblogged this thinking its just an island, oh my

Whoever thinks it’s just an island can go fall off a car. I mean, seriously! Where have you been, under a rock?

imageYep

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timothydelaghetto:

kindof-interesting:

Photographer’s girlfriend leads him around the world

Man I’ve reblogged this like 3 times already.. I never do that. But I LOVE THIS SO MUCH, SON!

jaaaninejorge:

This is my life.

jaaaninejorge:

This is my life.